It has been so long since I have written anything on here. But I’m really struggling to find a way to make it to LA and create this life that I want for myself. Now that I am out of college, I can literally do whatever I want. The world is standing at my feet and I have never felt so small. I don’t know which step to take first. Which direction leads to more openings in life, and not to dead ends. I am so tired of running around myself just to come to the conclusion that the other path should have been chosen. How do people make it in Hollywood? I don’t know anyone in the business to guide me in the right direction. My parents are not only clueless about the industry but they are narrow minded and currently provide no emotional support for my dreams. Just today, my mother told me that I “dream too big most often.” What the hell do I with that?